Trapped In The Margins

recovery is a tricky word for me.

it means that i am no longer the person that I was.

isn’t this what I wanted?

i don’t know who I am without my demons.

I can’t remember a time when I wasn’t battling something.

what do I do without something to fight against?

when does I become i?

i am battling against I.

me against Me.

the physical against the invisible.

where do i begin?