Trapped In The Margins

There is still a part of me that looks for you.

This unconscious thinking seeps into my daily life.

A part of me is still so full of you.

The things you left with me have become a part of my routine.

I fought so adamantly against you on so many things.

Defiance was my last defense.

Everything else was slipping away.

My walls were crumbling, falling at my feet.

My heart had begun to open.

My judgment was getting clouded with each passing day.

I knew that you could really hurt me and I couldn’t risk it.

The truth will remain with me until it slips away entirely.

Until that day arrives, I will continue to look for you.