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There’s a place that we share. One that I crave simply because. I long for its warmth. Those moments where the world melts away. And we’re left in its wake. It feels more like a dream. Caught between what’s real and what could be. That sacred space where we become one.
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Letting you know how I felt was the bravest decision I ever made. I’ll admit you took my breath away. I was one to play by the rules. But rules didn’t matter when I met you. Nothing mattered as long as I had you. Had you. Have you. A love I’ll never let go.
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Running in fear for so long I befriended this illusion It’s deeper than friendship It’s a toxic relationship I’ve pursued it Slept with it Become one with it We are practically inseparable But all things must come to an end I’ve spent so many years in this torrid affair Now I’m opting out.
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I am giving you something precious. It’s something that I can no longer hold on to. It’s my past pain. I give everything painful I held to the universe. It no longer serves me to live with that. I am leaving myself open. For the gift of creation.
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Today is January 1, 2021 and the word of the day from Merriam-Webster is reprise. Definition: a recurrence, renewal, or resumption of an action The past few days of my life have felt ~different~ I owe this to the love of my life. He sat me down one day while I was spiraling and made
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I started the year with a promise to myself. One I could only dare whisper because I feared that the walls would hear. I found the thing I needed to fulfill my deepest desire. But it crumbled as soon as I touched it. It quickly turned to dust. Rage built up in my body, bubbling
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I’ll be honest for the very first time There’s a part of me that feels like it would die Without the breath of life that you give me I wish I could inject it into my veins I wish that there were pills to pass the days Until I could see you again. I’ve tried
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Destruction was coursing through my veins. I had to do something to take the pressure away. I had to find someone, anyone. There were bridges to be burned. Cities to be razed. I started playing the game. Increasingly bored by every player. Except one. I wanted him to be my Ides of March. I wanted
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I’m sorry, my dear. There are days when I love you too much. There are nights when I miss you too much. I never wanted anyone to be as close to me as you. Your eyes are the most beautiful I’ve ever seen. Your touch sets my body ablaze. I am yours forever. Forever is
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I’ve been down this road too many times before. It never ends well. Crashing and burning. Those too close become collateral damage. Alcohol doesn’t burn like it used to. Pills don’t have the same effect. Choking on cigarette smoke. Finally something to replace the pain. This damned burden of existence. They say dying is easy.